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1. Cravings

   2019-01-11 18:24:00 UTC
   And like clockwork, the cravings are back. The excitement of the new year fueled by the possibility of adventure has me running back and forth to my calendar trying to jam in as much as I can while I’m feeling good.  This is what got me in trouble last year…

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2. Flame

   2019-01-04 03:14:00 UTC
   I was the flame  of the candle you used  to guide yourself through the dark  of your drunk and hopeless nights but sober my light burned your fingertips wax dripping like tears  igneous on the surface  of your skin and heart and I became harder for you to hold.  suburbia,…

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3. 2019

   2019-01-01 17:29:56 UTC
   It’s strange seeing the “1” of January illuminate on my desktop screen. 2019 came so quickly but there was a time I remember it not arriving fast enough, praying for the feeling of a clean slate and a fresh start. Funny how the new year is one of the few…

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4. New (World) Tumblr

   2018-12-30 05:04:50 UTC
   They’re here… 

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5. Can you still have breakdowns on antidepressants?

   2018-12-30 04:15:42 UTC
   Originally written on December 18th, 2018.  If a breakdown was a person, my first breakdown on antidepressants was greeted like an old friend who showed up unannounced on a really bad day to bring me a casserole and some wine. I know that sounds so fucking strange but anyone who…

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